Let me go !

I betray the promise to post daily here. But when i do post, it's 3 posts in instance. Haha. Been busy since lebaran. were making peace with myself. Tried to do my research. too much dota 2 though. Now holiday is over, already was over since last monday actually but it is not me if not run away from reality, time to hit the next gear and prepare for the future. As laidback as i do, college still matters to me. it really do. But maybe i just have my own way to do important things, that people get it as i am not taking things seriously. Get too much trouble for being considered not taking things seriously. Academically. Personally.

But, remind me the last time i fucked up a group assignment? I can't recall. I can't admit is maybe more accurate assesment though. haha. But i admit i fucked up individually though. Not enough motivation. Too little at stakes i guess. Trying to change that by using this motivational wallpaper. let's see if that will work. it better will.



7th Semester, no more room for error. Too late to fix things. But what i have now will do i suppose. My ambition is not that great. hope it is greater though. So it's time to get busy. Brace yourslef. Plant Design, Research, Teach, SBE, write, hope to practice Perisai Diri again soon if the time allowed me to do so. As busy as i can to cast those shadow aside. Time to shine. Nothing else matters. Hope to pick some perks along the way. like it used to. 

That's it. Thanks Pantera to accompany this writing. Will do my best to keep this things update. for my own sanity sake. 

03.516 September